process is what we are going through to reach our destination. we begin with baby steps and enjoy the process they said. little did i know, sometimes process is quiet evil. they made me fell rock bottom but when i pick myself up, i fell even harder. during all of these processes, ive been positive, ive been negative and ive been in between. like all the time. as the time im writing this, im being negative and the only question in my head is why me. why am i being me? deep down i know that is not the right question to ask.
maybe, or just maybe, im actually in between. im happy but not happy. im negative but im still on the positive side. im grateful but feeling not enough. even i, me myself, i dont know. i hate this but have a little interest in it. its complicated. i am complicated.
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