this year, im all by myself. single, yes. (sebelum 2018 lagi dah single) kakya also got married this year. so basically im more single than just single hahah
but, its all good. it is a good time for me to know myself better. i discover more of myself this year. its been so long since i last focus on myself. walk out from a relationship really taught me many things. me myself is more important than i think i was. i gave up in so many things before just to make others happy but i forgot about my own happiness. i thought before, "seeing others happy will make me happy" some are true and some are not. some people are really worth sacrificing for but not all. and there's me saying about all those things but still, i do the same things all over again. sacrifice for people who dont worth it. but i think, thats me. tak asiah la kalau tak gituu hahaha
this year, i discover more about myself. that i like staying single. hahaha although you might saw me whining about being single. no, thats just me being annoying towards my friend. :P saje je nak menyakitkan hati dorang hahaha of course im happy for them. dah jumpa soulmate katanya, pleaseeee tolong doa yang baik-baik untuk diorang hehe
as for me, i believe that Allah have the perfect plan for me. the perfect guy along with the perfect timing will soon come. kadang-kadang ade jugak rasa yang im not good enough for anyone. insecure okay! (after effect of being cheated haha) so for now, im just hoping for the best. i have faith in my creator. He is the best planner of all.
okay setakat tu je! babaiii
p/s : doakan asiah jumpa lelaki soleh yang sayang dia ok. AAMIIN cepat aamiin sekaliiii
kbye lagi sekali penat cakap pasal jodoh.
disclaimer : im okay of being single. tak desperate ok. hahahhhah
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