my love

you comfort me with your beautiful words,

your eyes, your face, your voice,

give me the spirit to stay happy, to stay smile.

please, dont ever lost your smile,

lead a good life.

i rather go than seeing you in pain,

i rather leave you to see you happy,

if it is that necessary, i will dissappear from your life.

sometimes, i act that i dont care but actually i really care

sometimes, i act strong but actually im crying

sometimes, i lie to you to see what will you do

if you still remember, i had once promised you that i will never search for anybody else ever again. 

you are my heart. 

and untill now, i still keep my promise.

so please, 

smile again

i want to make you laugh again

i want to see tht smile again, 

give me another chance to make you happy,

dont avoid me, i need you.

believe me, i had nobody else in my heart.

pleasee believe. no matter how many people that i talk to, 

you, still in that place.

i love you, that i dont really know whether i should let you go or i must hold you in my arms.

but, its up to you. if you want to stay, please stay. if you want to leave, i wont clinged on you. 

my love ~